I think I went insane the last time.
sigh.

I feel so confused lately.
my heart is wavering.
it sounds bad doesn't it?
I think I'm falling out of love with DongHae.
and I'm scared.

I'm scared of this change.
I know it would happen sooner or later
but I didn't want it to be this soon.
GAWD.
Or maybe I'm just being insane again.
JiYong's taking all of me right now.
well, coz he's really visible lately.
With the comeback and the MV and the album.
and DongHae..
I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE HELL HE IS.
HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE MAKING ME HAPPY.

And to my special someone,
I know you might be mad or disappointed at me right now.
I just wanna say I'm sorry.
I'm sure you know I didn't mean that.
My emotions took control of me.
I was hurt.
I was tired.

I sure do hope you understand.
I'm sorry love.
Forgive me?