yes, AGAIN.
and I'm fucking tired of this shit happening.
if they wanna fight, then I won't care anymore.
if they wanna split up, I don't fucking care.
They're adults. they know what the fuck they're fucking doing with their lives.
I hate how they do that all the time.
Don't they know they have kids?
and they have a kid who fucking didn't want to be in this position?
who fucking didn't ask for any of these.



I just wanna be heard.
I just want to be loved.
I don't want this. I never asked for it.
if HE really exist. if HE really loves us?
why does HE give us shit?



and this is why my faith is destroyed.
plus the fucking fact that I might die any second.
thanks. if you're really there.
THANKS FOR FUCKING CARING.



why don't I just slit my throat.
and get it over with eh?