it feels like walking in the dark.
and I can't see where I'm going.
I'm trying to hold on.
I'm trying to grasp you. look for you.
but I end up tripping and falling.
I expect you to help me up...
but instead, jiyong comes in and opens the light.
he helps me up and mends my wound.

I want to hold you.
I want to see you.
I want to love you again.
but what am I to do?
when I can only wait for you to return?

I can't call out to you.
I can't beg for you to return.
you don't even know me.
you don't even know what you do to me.

I don't want to cry.
but what am I to do?
it still feels like walking in the dark.
if I open the light on my own, will you be there?
If I open the door, will you stand there?