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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Fragile? Versatile? @ 6:36 PM

I am invisible.
Irrelevant.
Crazy.
Weird.
Psychotic.
Suicidal.
Stupid.

I am Cheerful.
Fun-loving.
Bouncy.
Friendly.
Studious.
Nice.
Naughty.

Who am I?
am I just versatile?
or do I try too hard?

Do you like me?
I know you don't.
you think I'm annoying.
A girl who can't make up her mind.
a girl who doesn't know how to decide for herself.
you think you know everything huh?
when every step you make takes you deeper in that shithole you got yourself into.
You think its fun to be me.
you think its so interesting.
you think its amazing.

My life is SHIT.
my life is... pathetic.
I live in such a pathetic world
where I have to bear with people who doesn't even know.
who doesn't understand.

hahaha. Is this a mood swing?
no.
this is me.
If you know me, then you'll understand.
if you don't understand, don't ask.
you never will.

I've been living for someone else.
when should I start living for myself?

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